Friday, August 11, 2006
LC has a nice blog. www.cameh.blogspot.com, i think it surpasses mine it a few areas. It addresses a lot of problems with our Singaporean teenagers.
Anyway i agree on his latest post. About dice with life. And, fabian and minjian and other people might be offended, i won't tell you to look away because you'll look at it anyway.
You know, this blog by the girl called vera shaw and fabian's fatality. After reading the damn two blogs i just feel so frustrated and disgusted. I feel quite disgusted that some teenagers do not give a shit about splurging money excessantly, their parent's money by the way. Spend hours to waste their lives on nothing, nothing fulfilling, just cheap, superficial entertainment. And the worst thing? I don't splurge but i don't spend my time fulfilling either.
I don't get how someone can show, reveal so much about his private life/love. Openly expressing his sad/happy/heartbroken emotions, taking the effort to italicize them. I mean, c'mon how fucking fake can you get? You want to express your sadness, your disappointment, i won't care, i don't blame, but italicizing it? For? Drawing attention to those feelings? A true emotion expressed should be pure, vibrant, the words you use should be what people can truly feel and relate to. What's this shit about italicizing it, and claiming all those feelings are true.
Don't give me shit about how its your blogging style please, because if its about your blogging style, keep it to yourself because i ain't convinced.
It seems superficiality spreads. Okay, maybe during our primary school years we don't mind making fools of ourselves, shooting vulgarities in public thinking we're cool. But get real, in Secondary 3 you ought to have grown up a little and quit doing shit like that. Or, doing ridiculous things like buying condoms, underwear as birthday presents. Seems like birthdays are treated as a joke, meant to be flaunted and every cheap joke squeezed out of instead of the deep friendship and joy you feel when friends say "happy birthday" to you, meaning every word and not saying it out of courtesy. You know, i truly felt remorse at not greeting happy birthday when it passed but seeing how you seem to be happy with ridiculous gifts, forget it.
Oh, yea, say "fuck" to every child in the library. Amazing role models, tells me what fun means to you, incredible manners your parents taught you.
Buying shirts and pants at your whim and fancy, whenever one catches you eye. Then asking your parents for money. K, sure you can say that i say this only because i am not used to that or my family ain't that rich as yours, but hey, I still speak truth, i don't throw tantrums because parents refused to get me newest ipod/mp3, puh-leese i don't even have a handphone and i still have 100% confidence i have a much more fulfilling life than 90% of teenagers out there.
We all have superficial moments, selfish moments, moments of jealousy and envy, superiority, and reading that retarded nanyang girl's blog, taking in all that superficialty, excessant splurging of time and money, i swear to make better use of my life from now on.
Oh, if you think i'm pointing at you, it means i speak truth.
One guy i have much more respect for is Xingyun. At secondary 1 and 2, he was a decent guy but through plenty moments of stupidity, managed to get himself despised by nygh. He tried to be a poser, tried too hard to fit in, but through his blogs i've seen him change, seen him realise life is not about girls and fun. He can start to see from his parent's view, i quite admired how resolutely he swore off dota, and saw through his resolution despite my temptations and probably other people's.
Superficial people of this world, kill yourself or change.
silverletal [Simple and Clean] 6:48 AM
